North Sumatera

My recently trip to North Sumatera with my family members indeed it was an AWESOME one! I left my hospital on Thursday afternoon to catch a bus back to Taiping, my mum's hometown and stayed a night there. And then, the next morning, I went to Penang to board the flight to Medan! Throughout the trip, I had so much worries but God reminded me that He is in control and I really experienced it until the last day of my trip!

The trip was fun, awesome and fantastic but it was quite tiring, physically! Well, that didn't stop me from enjoying the trip to the fullest! Highlights of the trip, of course the JW Marriott hotel and magnificent Lake Toba :) Thank God for everything! I am really blessed :) God bless ya! Cheerio :))

 Medan City

 Relaxing at the AWESOME JW Marriott Hotel :))

 Sipiso-piso Waterfall

 Magnificent Lake Toba

With my mum, my aunts and my uncle :)

John 3:16

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life -John 3:16"

John 3:16 is a beautiful verse from the Bible. I came to know the Lord 15 years ago, this is the first verse that I heard and learned! Personally, the verse above shows that God is loving God; He is gracious and forgiving God and also He is faithful God, always keeping His promises!

God is a loving God; because of His great and unconditional LOVE, He sacrificed His one and only Son to died for our sins on the cross and by the cross we are redeemed to be the Children of God!

God is a gracious and forgiving God; His grace is sufficient for us! When we confess our sins, He will forgive!

God is a faithful God; He is faithfully keeping His promises and because of His faithfulness, we as His children get to enjoy His blessing!

God bless ya! :)

This Pain Is Just Too Real...

Tired and unhappy for almost two weeks; colorful theme park no longer that fun anymore especially the emotional roller-coaster ride!

Today, for a short moment, I sat down quietly and I prayed! Prayer answered and I sensed the Lord was reminded me that the pain is something very real, no matter how deep it is and it takes time to heal; God heals in His perfect timing!

Amen! Gotta be strong and keep moving on!

The Beautiful Brown Eyes

Yesterday, 9/6/2012 - I was on-call. As usual, I am really not into my on-call duty because it is very tiring at times especially at night where you don't get to sleep! But yesterday, I was on-call from 1300 to 1800, therefore it was not so bad.

One very positive reason that make me excited about on-call is able to listen to patient's story. Yesterday, what a blessed opportunity that I had that able to listen to this uncle sharing his journey with me. I just stood next to his bed and asked about his chemotherapy session. Listening to his testimony and looking through his beautiful brown eyes, I could see a fire of hope and a strong fighting spirit in him that he is not giving up although the struggle that he is going through now. I was so inspired and encouraged! His testimony had melted my harden heart and I thanked God for showing this great man to touched my heart by being a great reminder to me that I must live my life to the fullest and to live it for the purpose that God had prepare for me!

It is sad to see many people take their life for granted while there are so many people in this world fighting so hard just to live another day of their life. Sometimes, I am so tired about my journey of life and I feel like want to give up the race. I bet I am not alone here but I thank God that every time when I feel like giving up, He will be there to show me His everlasting LOVE and renew my strength by filling my heart with His everlasting JOY. I don't know how many times God had piggy-back me or carry me in His arms especially during the time when I was tired and felt like giving up but I am very sure that He will always be there for me to catch me whenever I fall and He will run with me in this race until the day I see Him face to face!

We only got one life to live, do something and don't take it for granted! God bless!

Sukumaran's Dearest Brother's Wedding

Nice wedding reception! :) Suku, thanks for inviting! I had so much fun :)

Kyle Hafiz's Dearest Sister's Wedding

Fiz, thank you for inviting me to your dearest sister's wedding; Congratulations Kak Seri :) Thank you too for the opportunity to capture the moments for this special and meaningful day :)

Code BLUE

If you are working in a hospital or if you are part of a medical team, you will surely know what is 'Code Blue'. What is 'Code Blue'? According to Mr Wikipedia, "Code Blue" is generally used to indicate a patient requiring resuscitation or otherwise in need of immediate medical attention, most often as the result of a respiratory arrest or cardiac arrest.

Last Friday, I was on-call; in the middle of night, I received a call for an urgent portable chest X-ray at accident and emergency department. Patient was at the resuscitation bay and patient's condition was really bad! His condition got worsen and the medical officer coded the emergency code! I was waiting for my turn to do the portable chest X-ray but the medical officers, the nurses, and the medical team were really busy doing CPR and trying to resuscitate the patient. Then, I was send off because it was not a suitable time to do the portable chest X-ray. One of the nurse in charge told that they will call me again after they send the patient to Intensive Care Unit (ICU).

I was waited for an hour before the next X-ray but in the end, X-ray was not perform because patient couldn't make it and passed away!

Not the first time I experience this. In my previous working place, I participated twice in CPR to resuscitated two different patients and one of them died in front of me and the medical team!

Moments like this, not a nice one to experience but it taught me a valuable lesson that LIFE IS SO FRAGILE! I always like to say this, "Don't take things for granted especially your loved ones!" The fragility of life is way beyond what we can imagine!